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18th-May-2008 01:39 am - 087 + Did you think about me being half awake and crying, and waiting for the break of dawn?
betrayed, blood the last, I break
...

He's gone...


...



Damn it... that was mine...
25th-Apr-2008 08:53 am - 079 + You think love is to pray. I'm sorry, I don't pray that way.
risking failure
Private to Farfarello; Hackable by Claire )

Private to Suzaku; Unhackable )




So many lies, so much pain... The afterlife is not so different from our worlds as it seems. Blood, turmoil, anger, hurt, people come against each other like gongs, and all are affected in some way, shape, or form. Is this not how it is in the living world?

Yet, in the end, I do not think we could be closer to anyone than we are to each other. Hmm?

So, a question: Would you want to live in your own world with your friends you have made here?
10th-Apr-2008 11:43 pm - 073 + [VOICE/TEXT] And I can't sleep. I need to tell you good-night...
soothing.sandaime.
Screened to friends )




'kay, gonna try and type like a normal person. And actually peroofread.

...Far, Cissneu, rIVER, and... that other guy. Umm... it okay if I stay a liettl while longer?

zack larxene I nreed... a couple dayse off work.
7th-Apr-2008 06:29 pm - 070 + ...by falling in love with him. I complicated our lives, now I'm losing my only friend...
crooked thoughts
Private: Semi-hackable; see note )


I'd like to make a general announcement.

The next person to use sparkles, sing, use huge text without a cut, use blindingly colorful text without a cut, or to be disgustingly happy to the point where it seems to smack viewers in the eyeball... I'm going to stab you.

I mean it. Stab. You. Somewhere nasty. Like in the pancreas - painful organ, that. This is the final warning. If you wake up one morning and see a midget redhead staring in your window, you so had it coming to you.

End of announcement.



Oh, wait, one more.

Everyone, be really, really careful about the food Farfarello gives you. You never know what the hell is in it. Jerk. The Irish Gold has been declared safe for now, but the brownies? Not so much.
6th-Apr-2008 11:18 am - 069 + Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping. And I wanna feel that lightning strike me and burn me down
pictures of you
I kind of missed the lower level. Just a little. No sun waking me up ever so rudely, no stupid flowers to trip over if I wander around trying to go to work but am still half-asleep. And I don't have to run home after work.

Now as soon as I'm inspired enough to get out of bed, we'll be in business...


Alright, let's see... People who owe me dances - just because I'd rather have a list; don't feel obligated, although I will chase you down if you don't...
-Suzaku*
-Farfarello*
-Claire*
-Zack if he's going
-Kuronue, at least one
-Miwako
-Nel, if she's going.
-Kadaj*
-LIN******************

If there's a star next to your name it means you absolutely have to dance with me.

And I guess if you want to dance with me and are not on the list, I'll do my best without stepping all over your feet. No promises, though.

[[ooc; Far-mun, I hope you don't mind that I just said he went down. But to anyone else, Sasori's gonna be on the lower level for a while. At least two weeks. So, yeah, if you have any beef with him, take it there.]]
5th-Apr-2008 02:06 pm - 068 + You think love is to pray. I'm sorry I don't pray that way...
auughh
....Ball.

Oh, lord, this will be difficult.

I still can't dance to save my life, but I'm willing to go. Stand on someone's feet while I dance, I guess.

...


...


Maybe I should make this like a race. First one between the two of them to comment can be my official date. Ready, set, go.

[[ooc; strikes semi-hackable]]
2nd-Apr-2008 08:17 pm - 066 + Give unto me all that frightens you. I'll have your nightmares for you if you sleep soundly
betrayed, blood the last, I break
Private: Unhackable )




I have a question, open to the general public. Say someone close to you dies. Is it ok, after a year, two years, maybe, say, twenty years, to feel as though they've been replace? No. Not replaced, just... that their space has finally been filled? Should you feel guilty, glad, or sad?

It's interesting. Twenty years later, lord knows how many memories later, how many lovers, fights, tormenting, I feel like I've moved past something.
30th-Mar-2008 10:35 am - 063 + [VOICE/TEXT] The sky cannot ignore us. No one can separate us for we are all that is left...
pictures of you
[the transmission clicks on and there's some shuffling around in bedroom slippers, dresser drawers opening and closing while he sings, to the tune of "Merrily We Go Around"]

Suzaku's coming home today, home today, home today...~

[there's a pause while he gets dressed; the only indication of this is a few buckles snapping, and some swearing at 'stupid boots with weird-ass straps that have nothing to do with it's fastening make-up'; then he's heard clumping around]

Suzaku's coming home today, home today, home today~ Suzaku's coming home today, home today~

[the voice transmission clicks off; text begins now]



Suzaku's coming home today!

May I just say that that was the longest week of my life?

But my Suzaku is coming home today...~

Semi-hackable: To-do list )
28th-Mar-2008 08:50 am - 061 + My hands are tied because I live and die by the gun
pictures of you
Okay, kids, let's have a lesson in psycho-speak, should that incident ever repeat it's self.


And by the way, for the record, I am not a drag queen, nor would I ever act like one.



First of all, and this goes to Lin mainly. Stay the fuck away. Like, wow, really. Could you not understand that? Like my protests? Jeez...

Second, if I do go psycho again, it can only be because I lost my bracelet. My bracelet is my happy place. I'd like to keep it on.

So, class, how does one get a psycho person no one can approach back into her happy place?

Easy!

TELL HER TO GO FIND THE FUCKING BRACELET!


I talked to you guys for hours and no one even suggested this! Only Suzaku did. Because Suzaku is wonderful.

Anyway, now that that's cleared up, on to happier things.

I went shoe-shopping the other day. I got lots of cool boots. I also got a few more bras.


I also think I am going to try something, for the sake of my vocabulary. Apparently I have what's known as a "potty mouth" Where they got the name for that is beyond me and I swear too much. So I'm going to try and go without swearing for the rest of the time that I am female. If I do swear, I'll... cross-dress even when I'm a guy.

Okay? Starting... now.