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2nd-Apr-2008 08:17 pm - 066 + Give unto me all that frightens you. I'll have your nightmares for you if you sleep soundly
betrayed, blood the last, I break
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I have a question, open to the general public. Say someone close to you dies. Is it ok, after a year, two years, maybe, say, twenty years, to feel as though they've been replace? No. Not replaced, just... that their space has finally been filled? Should you feel guilty, glad, or sad?

It's interesting. Twenty years later, lord knows how many memories later, how many lovers, fights, tormenting, I feel like I've moved past something.
31st-Mar-2008 09:11 am - 064 + The world is not enough, but it is such a perfect place to start, my love...
dum de dum, bored now plz
So I hear there was some commotion on the lower level last night. Sasori, here, was asleep in bed and didn't notice.

Well, that said: Farfarello, Schuldig, Cissnei, Claire, Kuronue and anyone else I give a flying fuck for down there - drop me a line or I will go pawing through bodies. Not fun, and a rather distracting endeavor. And if you aren't listed here, it's because you're supposed to live on the upper level and I assumed you would not be so stupid as to go down there last night.



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In other news, has anyone besides me tried those cheesecake cupcakes? They're really awesome. Three layers. Chocolate, lemon and strawberry. Or you can get them separately. It's sooo goood.

EDIT: I forgot about the Host Club entirely. I'll just go next time. Sorry about that, I guess.
24th-Mar-2008 06:01 pm - 059 + Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said, but I didn't mean to hurt you...
disappointed sigh
Private self: Partially hackable )

Attention Akatsuki:
I have this direct from Hiden: he finds you all to be idiots.
Actually, to be specific, he said "idiots and Konan".
So this doesn't concern her. Just Pein.
Anyway, I thought you should know.
Love,
Sasori.



Sasori's Feminine Observations, PT. 2:
1 - You guys have really weak hands. I mean, seriously. I miss mine.
2 - Okay, so the boobs, despite wearing a sports bra, do get in my way when I train.
3 - I don't know why you girls complain about getting fat. I've been chowing down on chocolate and Rice Crispies and things ever since this happened, and I haven't gained anything. Maybe I'm just special. Or these boobs eat up all my calories like camel humps.
4 - This body also gets tired easily, and, thanks to aforementioned training, I have aches in places I didn't even know I had.
5 - How does one cross her arms?
6 - Back to the hands; yeah, it really bothers me. I can't play piano as well, since my fingers aren't so long. How annoying.
7 - I never would have thought that my male body was the tall version. I'll have to appreciate it better... NOT TO SAY I'M SHORT AS A MAN! OKAY!? I'M A LOT SHORTER NOW, SO I COMPARED THEM! Hmph!

Private: Suzaku )
19th-Mar-2008 04:57 pm - 056 + We love the abuse because it makes us feel like we are needed now. I know I wanna disappear...
belong to me.
Filtered: Friends )



So I was taking a walk today with Marmoset - that's my pet dragon, for those of you who don't know, and no, I still don't know it's gender - and I was looking at the clock tower.

It's a very fine clock tower; all nice and tall. You can see it from any part in the city, and when I first came here, it was a means of locating one's self in this dump. Later on, it became the place where I ate my lunch during break, and where I found Claire after she fell off the damn thing.

As some of you may know, I've taken to painting it. Under my supervision, it has been pink, yellow, blue - and sparkly - and rainbow-colored.

The rainbow was kind of faded when I looked at it today.

So I said to myself, said I: It needs a new color.

So I, being a productive person, bought me some paint.

THE CLOCK TOWER IS NOW RED. ENJOY.


Nice, damn angry color...
13th-Mar-2008 04:07 pm - 054 + Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster? Can you feel my trigger hand down your back?
unimpressed
First, and most important: I am not beautiful, nor do I enjoy being called such a thing. Got it? That word is going under my list of "things I never want to be called". Along with "dwarf" Wesker you ass, "midget" and "brat".

But, in regards to that, I'm going to be a Host. Sometime in the near future.

If I'm not, I'll get brain cancer and die. Tamaki has agreed to this.



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OOC: White Day Gifts for his fwiends )
7th-Mar-2008 05:21 pm - 052+Blood's on my face and my hands, and I don't know why I'm not afraid...
belong to me.
Private to Self: Unhackable )



Things are gonna get dicey. I expect I'll need to find a new job, or place security on a building that no one even uses anymore.
30th-Jan-2008 06:30 pm - 050 + Thank you for making feel like I am guilty, making it easy for me to murder your sweet memory
pictures of you
Private: Shin-Ra Employees )

Private: Unhackable )


...I had my first chocolate bar in two weeks today.

It was godly.

I've decided that if I was reborn as a chocolate bar, I would want to be the kind with peanut butter in the middle.

Because I like those.

P.S. I also had a chocolate milkshake and a chocolate-ice cream sundae.
P.P.S. Do you suppose they make chocolate whipped topping?
29th-Jan-2008 05:31 pm - 049 + I hang my head and hide my face. I just feel out of place like horses in the city...
betrayed, blood the last, I break
I decided I'm coming to work tomorrow.

So I'll need some reports, if you all would be so kind as to give them to me.

And I decided against the festivel.

Because it was a retarded idea.


Private: Hard to hack//Screened from Wesker/Hojo/Grantz )

EDIT: I'm starting to notice how hard it is to ignore someone you really don't want to ignore.
27th-Jan-2008 05:31 pm - 048 + I woke up, morning, I woke up dead today. I aged a thousand years or more
pictures of you
Private: Shin-Ra Employees )


As a matter of curiosity, how many of you would want to have a festival like Japanese? With games and food and activities and all other manner of pointless amusements?

Private to Self )



wish: 1000 - 876
24th-Jan-2008 07:00 pm - 047 + She lights a candle, but she doesn't know why. She wants to save me, but I'm barely alive
betrayed, blood the last, I break
So...

...Hi.


Uh. Dr. Vaugn, or Dr Crescent, or hell, Aerith since Zack recommended you, I, uh, may need to see one of you, since stitches really escapes my knowledge of medicine.


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