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6th-Apr-2008 11:18 am - 069 + Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping. And I wanna feel that lightning strike me and burn me down
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I kind of missed the lower level. Just a little. No sun waking me up ever so rudely, no stupid flowers to trip over if I wander around trying to go to work but am still half-asleep. And I don't have to run home after work.

Now as soon as I'm inspired enough to get out of bed, we'll be in business...


Alright, let's see... People who owe me dances - just because I'd rather have a list; don't feel obligated, although I will chase you down if you don't...
-Suzaku*
-Farfarello*
-Claire*
-Zack if he's going
-Kuronue, at least one
-Miwako
-Nel, if she's going.
-Kadaj*
-LIN******************

If there's a star next to your name it means you absolutely have to dance with me.

And I guess if you want to dance with me and are not on the list, I'll do my best without stepping all over your feet. No promises, though.

[[ooc; Far-mun, I hope you don't mind that I just said he went down. But to anyone else, Sasori's gonna be on the lower level for a while. At least two weeks. So, yeah, if you have any beef with him, take it there.]]
30th-Mar-2008 10:35 am - 063 + [VOICE/TEXT] The sky cannot ignore us. No one can separate us for we are all that is left...
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[the transmission clicks on and there's some shuffling around in bedroom slippers, dresser drawers opening and closing while he sings, to the tune of "Merrily We Go Around"]

Suzaku's coming home today, home today, home today...~

[there's a pause while he gets dressed; the only indication of this is a few buckles snapping, and some swearing at 'stupid boots with weird-ass straps that have nothing to do with it's fastening make-up'; then he's heard clumping around]

Suzaku's coming home today, home today, home today~ Suzaku's coming home today, home today~

[the voice transmission clicks off; text begins now]



Suzaku's coming home today!

May I just say that that was the longest week of my life?

But my Suzaku is coming home today...~

Semi-hackable: To-do list )
28th-Mar-2008 08:50 am - 061 + My hands are tied because I live and die by the gun
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Okay, kids, let's have a lesson in psycho-speak, should that incident ever repeat it's self.


And by the way, for the record, I am not a drag queen, nor would I ever act like one.



First of all, and this goes to Lin mainly. Stay the fuck away. Like, wow, really. Could you not understand that? Like my protests? Jeez...

Second, if I do go psycho again, it can only be because I lost my bracelet. My bracelet is my happy place. I'd like to keep it on.

So, class, how does one get a psycho person no one can approach back into her happy place?

Easy!

TELL HER TO GO FIND THE FUCKING BRACELET!


I talked to you guys for hours and no one even suggested this! Only Suzaku did. Because Suzaku is wonderful.

Anyway, now that that's cleared up, on to happier things.

I went shoe-shopping the other day. I got lots of cool boots. I also got a few more bras.


I also think I am going to try something, for the sake of my vocabulary. Apparently I have what's known as a "potty mouth" Where they got the name for that is beyond me and I swear too much. So I'm going to try and go without swearing for the rest of the time that I am female. If I do swear, I'll... cross-dress even when I'm a guy.

Okay? Starting... now.
26th-Mar-2008 10:57 am - 060 + I believe we never die and that we're never born ... Seasons ... Madness ... Amen
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The child cries within, suffocating in the black poison of her own soul, drowning, crying. Until there's nothing left. She pines for her demon; where is her precious?

The girl
Where is my girl with golden eyes?
She speaks in Persian, she loves me
Seeping through my veins
Want it
Need it
Crave it
My girl

Forever is nothing
Join us
Come come come come to me
Good good good good boy
Nice and play with me



[[ooc; it bes psycho-Sasori tiem. Still a girl, btw; she just lost her bracelet or took it off by accident and now she's in her psycho-happy place. Fortunately she took it off in her office at home so she's got lots of puppet goods to keep her happy. She'll just post psycho prattle from there. Ahem. Proceed with caution, though.]]
13th-Mar-2008 04:07 pm - 054 + Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster? Can you feel my trigger hand down your back?
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First, and most important: I am not beautiful, nor do I enjoy being called such a thing. Got it? That word is going under my list of "things I never want to be called". Along with "dwarf" Wesker you ass, "midget" and "brat".

But, in regards to that, I'm going to be a Host. Sometime in the near future.

If I'm not, I'll get brain cancer and die. Tamaki has agreed to this.



SOLDIER )
OOC: White Day Gifts for his fwiends )
11th-Mar-2008 05:04 pm - 053 + Notice me. Take my hand. Why are we strangers when our love is strong?
what you know
I wonder if there's a place here to buy good wood.

Not that crap that makes up the houses in the lower level. I mean good, new wood. Like... I dunno... the kind of wood one would use to make, say, a shrine?

I digress.


I've solved my job dilemma. Lin, maybe you can come with me... unless you're staying with ShinRa. In which case, never speak to me again.



And so, my children, we arrive fast on the second most embarrassing day in the year: White Day (the first most embarrassing being, of course, Valentine's day).

Now, I don't ordinarily condone either of these so-called "holidays", but this place is designed for making changes in one's life.

So... I have gifts.

For some of you.

And... I'll be handing them out in four days or so...

...Yep.


...

..

IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING, I JUST FELT LIKE DOING IT BECAUSE IT MEANS MOST OF YOU OWE ME, ALRIGHT?!

Sheesh! Sometimes you people are so dense!

Oh. Unless you're Suzaku. If you're Suzaku, my gift represents my undying love and loyalty to you, my dear.
7th-Mar-2008 05:21 pm - 052+Blood's on my face and my hands, and I don't know why I'm not afraid...
belong to me.
Private to Self: Unhackable )



Things are gonna get dicey. I expect I'll need to find a new job, or place security on a building that no one even uses anymore.
2nd-Mar-2008 06:06 pm - 051+...
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Er...

Hello.

God, I dread facing my desk...

So....


...What'd I miss?
30th-Jan-2008 06:30 pm - 050 + Thank you for making feel like I am guilty, making it easy for me to murder your sweet memory
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Private: Shin-Ra Employees )

Private: Unhackable )


...I had my first chocolate bar in two weeks today.

It was godly.

I've decided that if I was reborn as a chocolate bar, I would want to be the kind with peanut butter in the middle.

Because I like those.

P.S. I also had a chocolate milkshake and a chocolate-ice cream sundae.
P.P.S. Do you suppose they make chocolate whipped topping?
29th-Jan-2008 05:31 pm - 049 + I hang my head and hide my face. I just feel out of place like horses in the city...
betrayed, blood the last, I break
I decided I'm coming to work tomorrow.

So I'll need some reports, if you all would be so kind as to give them to me.

And I decided against the festivel.

Because it was a retarded idea.


Private: Hard to hack//Screened from Wesker/Hojo/Grantz )

EDIT: I'm starting to notice how hard it is to ignore someone you really don't want to ignore.
16th-Jan-2008 06:40 pm - 044 + And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand...