somes_auditus: 049 + I hang my head and hide my face. I just feel out of place like horses in the city...

Akasuna no Sasori (

somes_auditus) wrote,
@ 2008-01-29 17:31:00

Current mood:	cold
Current music:	"Horses In the City", Nina Gorden
Entry tags:	abandoned, hurt, miwako, response: cissnei, response: larxene, response: lin, response: miwako, response: shibuya, response: zack, sakura, sasori is displeased, sasori talks anatomy, schuldig, unhappy sasori is unhappy, zack

049 + I hang my head and hide my face. I just feel out of place like horses in the city...
I decided I'm coming to work tomorrow.

So I'll need some reports, if you all would be so kind as to give them to me.

And I decided against the festivel.

Because it was a retarded idea.

Private: Hard to hack//Screened from Wesker/Hojo/Grantz

There is weakness in the air.

Every time, every day, I cut away, and with nothing in return, I dissolve into nothingness. I gave you pieces of my heart, and in return, I am abandoned, forgotten, left behind. There's nothing left for me but what I take by force.

I have grown weak.
I pass out favors so quickly
and there is nothing left for me to give to myself. Everyone knows; there aren't any secrets, no trust however much I give it to you and it's your fault.

"Friends" make you weak.

I was worried. I was really, really worried, and almost scared. No one tells me anything; Wesker was right, I really am out of the loop. But I was worried; yet who cares? Why should it bother anyone if I'm a little worried?

I don't want everything, I just want a small piece that will only be for me.

EDIT: I'm starting to notice how hard it is to ignore someone you really don't want to ignore.

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	sadisticstorm 2008-01-29 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	If you're referring to reports of the attack the other night, I've already been collecting them. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	somes_auditus 2008-01-29 11:06 pm UTC (link)
	That's great, thanks. I just want to know what I'm supposed to do when I get back; I had it rubbed in my face that I am out of the proverbial loop. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	private; sadisticstorm 2008-01-29 11:12 pm UTC (link)
	By Wesker? You're an idiot if you listen to a thing he says. When you come back, you can do what you always do. Work on defense. We're going to be short a few SOLDIERs for a few days. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: private; somes_auditus 2008-01-29 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	Well, when his opinion of me stops him from handing out information like he always does when we talk, I have to do something about it. Rufus told me to keep the info coming. Fine. Would Shu have a report on the attack a few days ago, do you suppose? I want to know how they work so I know what to build up. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)(Expand)

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	HACKED! private; cataclysmicly 2008-01-29 10:46 pm UTC (link)
	If you're talking about being worried for Schuldig... I did inform you when I found out about his whereabouts. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Re: HACKED! private; somes_auditus 2008-01-29 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't see it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: HACKED! private; cataclysmicly 2008-01-29 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	It was there. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: HACKED! private; somes_auditus 2008-01-29 11:14 pm UTC (link)
	I was ill at the time and unable to come to my computer. As you may recall, we all had a nasty little dream and mine made me rip out seven stitches. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)(Expand)

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	Private // Unhackable happi_hime 2008-01-29 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	Gogokun... Miwako has written this comment ~~three~~ ~~four~~ five times and erased it every time. I just don't know what to say to you... I'm sorry... (Reply to this)(Thread)

Re: Private // Unhackable

somes_auditus
2008-01-29 11:10 pm UTC (link)

Suppose, Miwako, that someone kidnapped me.

Not only did they kidnap me, but no one knows who did it or where I am. You can't find me anywhere. I'm not posting anywhere. I have a means of communicating to you especially, but I seem unable to use it.

Then I show up again, beaten up and unwell, but rather than call you, I call for Suzaku, and Zack, and never once implied I wanted to see you.

Suppose that.

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	Re: Private // Unhackable happi_hime 2008-01-29 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	Miwako would understand that because Suzaku is Sasori's favourite person, and Zack seems to get Sasori more than Miwako does... Miwako's not very helpful. She talks too much. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private // Unhackable somes_auditus 2008-01-29 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	Suppose you were useful, and could heal me, or just cheer me up a little. But I didn't call. Or imply I wanted to see you at all. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)(Expand)

	Re: Private // Unhackable happi_hime 2008-01-29 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	WAIT. WHO'S GONNA KIDNAP YOU~!? YOU GOT KIDNAPPED?! ARE YOU OKAY!? WHAT ABOUT YOUR STITCHES?! OMIGAWD....!!! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private // Unhackable somes_auditus 2008-01-29 11:24 pm UTC (link)
	No one in their right minds, who loved being alive, would kidnap me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)(Expand)

	[ Private // Unhackable ] lin_koujo 2008-01-29 11:26 pm UTC (link)
	The weak believe friends make you weak. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Re: [ Private // Unhackable ] somes_auditus 2008-01-29 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	Caring about people, and investing feelings and pieces of your heart in them to have nothing in return, and eventually having it thrown in your face, is weakness. (Reply to this)(