You can't live until you die. You can't quit until you try

Oh no, how could this happen to such an amazing young boy? I had my whole life ahead of me--

Oh God, how could you have let this happen to such a lovely young child? I was their only son and I tried, tried, tried--

Come on, come on get out of the way. Get out of the way man. You're going to have to let go of his arm. You have to let go sir. We've got about two minutes here. We've got about two minutes and we're going to lose him

Yeah, you, you miserable father, the one who ignored me for half of my life. Now I, I can't even look at you. Why? Why? Why?

Don't abandon me now! I don't want to die!

You can lead him to the ambulance but you cannot make him live. No, you cannot make me live! You can lead him to the ambulance. Lead me home! But you cannot make him live

Would, could I have done differently? You never said there was anything wrong. Now the drugs, they give me encouragement. Why? Why? Why?

Oh God, tell me I'll make it. I'll give you my blood if that's all you need. Just don't tell me that I'm gonna die, die, die!

Don't abandon me now. I don't want to die alone...

You can lead him to the ambulance but you cannot make him live. No you cannot make me live! You can lead him to the ambulance. Why can't we celebrate? Lead me home! But you cannot make him live

CRAZY ANGEL

It's serious, I've got to find you when I start to feel this way. You mesmerize me all the time. And I'll hold on til tonight, but that's too long, cuz you're an angel. Oh, you're an angel

My crazy angel
My crazy angel

So serious I've got to take you home again tonight cuz right now you paralyze me with your smile. As your wings discard their feathers on the ground, I see a halo up above you

My crazy angel
My crazy angel

I hold on so hard and pray that I won't say something wrong. I look at the stars and dream that the universe was ours. My crazy angel

I hold on so hard and pray that I won't say something wrong. I look at the stars and dream that the universe was ours. I won't ever stop, my crazy angel

My crazy angel...

IRIS

And I'd give up forever to touch you 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment and all I can breathe is your life, 'aause sooner or later it's over. I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming or the moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies and you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am... I just want you to know who I am... I just want you to know who I am

ALL I AM LIVING FOR

All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for, all that I can't ignore alone at night.

I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, after all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart.

All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for, all that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby, like a reason why, like a play of my obsessions. Make me understand the lesson, so I'll find myself, so I won't be lost again.

All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for, all that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, to be the one. I could have run forever, but how far would I have come without mourning your love?

All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for, all that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do? Should I lock the last open door? My ghosts are gaining on me.

THE WORLD IS NOT ENOUGH

I know how to hurt, I know how to heal, I know what to show, and what to conceal

I know when to talk and I know when to touch. No one ever died, from wanting too much

The World is Not Enough but it is such a perfect place to start my love, and if you're strong enough, together we can take the world apart my love

People like us know how to survive. There's no point in living if you can't feel alive

We know when to kiss and we know when to kill. If we can't have it all then nobody will

The World is Not Enough but it is such a perfect place to start my love, and if you're strong enough, together we can take the world apart my love

I feel safe, I feel scared, I feel ready, and yet where we've been, the World is Not Enough but it is such a perfect place to start my love and if you're strong enough, together we can take the world apart my love

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21st-Aug-2007 11:08 am

Well... it almost seemed as if intelligence struck this desolate rock... But then a greater stupidity arrived! Or perhaps it has been here for several weeks, manifesting like a bad wound no one has bothered to treat. In this case, a rusty knife and a rubber band would work just fine.

Oh! And of course, there are those former Akatsuki members. If they are the definition, I am ashamed to have called myself one, and I hope you all do not judge all of us by two very odd examples. I suppose death has gone to their heads; they think they rule the whole damn Purgatorium, or something.

Anyway, in regards to my first paragraph... I understand there will soon be a baby on the loose? Can anyone confirm this properly? I like to rip the nice velvety skin off of babies and make it into hats. They go for an unreasonably large sum on the market, I'll have you know. At one point, I even covered a journal with the skin of a lovely little baby. It's face was on the front cover.

So! Babies, yes?

I recall at one point - with Orochimaru's rather unwilling assistance - I cut a baby right out of it's mama's womb. It was like cutting a water balloon. Ahh, good times... good times...

Couldn't sell it's skin, though... It was all midgety and deformed because I took it out early. Probably wouldn't have been if I hadn't given her that poison... Ah well. Can't have everything.

Oh but it gets me pumped just thinking about it!

P.S. Oh Deidara's here. In a lovely dress.